There comes that time in life when you sit back and say.....Yes!!!! I finally got it right, then comes the basketball player from the Geico commercial telling you, no, no, no, not today. I am 32 years old and for about 46% of my life I have struggled. Whether it was with myself as a person, with family, with school, with my own children, basically with everything. I honestly feel like I have two separate brains and they constantly play tug-of-war with each other and then the ropes breaks in the middle and no side wins. A couple days ago I was to by my doctor that I have a condition that my bones degenerate and right now at this moment my 90 year old hands are typing away on my keyboard.
I must say I was at a lost for words because here I am one day just minding my business and all of a sudden I get pain out of no where shooting up and down my hand. I disregarded it because I thought it was just one of those passing showers....nope joke was on me....its a hurricane and he or she is here to stay. Bottom line is that they can not pin point the cause of what is going on but I have already given them so much blood they could start a blood bank. I am tired of the test and poking and prognosis and nothing...not to mention my career is in jeopardy because I wont be able to properly serve my country. What is a girl to do????
